Bleeding inside

Mother,
I' m so sorry  i didn't meant to hurt you
I didn't mean what i meant
i didn't feel what i felt
oh mother please give it a try to understand

Feeling lost in this garden full of pigs
and the flowers where to high for them to reach
I didn't mean what i meant
i didn't feel what i felt
oh mother please give it a try to understand

In this sky full of rain my heart feels so grey
but i know someday i will come to find you
Feeling inside a bit of pain
in this sky full of rain
my heart feels so grey
i am bleeding inside 

Try to find a hope in this garden state
and oh God! oh God! it fells it feels so late
reaching twenty five it's a bit of grey 

And i didn't mean what i meant
i didn't feel what i felt
oh mother please give it a try to understand
Loving you always,
hurting and bleeding inside .