I imagined late at night
that i felt you sigh
while the ravens wowed
I came to your room
you were sleeping quite
the night was doom
your face was white
outside the window and owl and a crow
I hold you in my arms
cold and heartless heart
I saw on your face a diamond tear
crystal iced breathless fear
Holding you inside me till dawn
the darkest dawn ever
breathing alone
you left earth for heaven
Standing alone on the teary room floor
trying to breath but the breath is slow
Struggling to think but there's no thought
only tears, bleeding inside and moan
The walls fall on me
darkness is all i see
In despair i wail why
stare at the sky lamenting why
Crying, crawling
black tulips blowing
Fidgeting, simmering, shaking
Burning, shouting, breaking
Wrath
Ire
A burning desire
to start a fire
Ripping my flesh
for this holly curse
Into tears i burst
The rain is purring
The skies are bleeding
The moon is shinning
tantrum through spectrum