Why you let me fall
without saying a word?
Fearless
you watch me burn slowly
In anticipation
ashes to ashes
annihilation
i became one with the earth , the air , the sea
water and salt like this that you threw
-without mind the Furies -
on my wounds
watching me hurting and shimmering
trembling and crawling
My body a veil in flames
you light a fire
you let me fall into chaos
Now , there is no present
Neither then , there is no future
Only the past , only the past exists
In a controversial time - living with people
Lovers of a pastime , chaotic and erratic